day four: seven things that cross your mind often

my brain is always ticking. a.l.w.a.y.s. i have something on my mind all the time, and it's usually somethingS not just one but multiple-at once. i'm a girl, it's what we do-multitask.  these are some of the things that constantly roam the folds of my brain. and they don't like to leave.

i wish i had my camera. i always have those moment. i'll just walking down the street and see something that i need to capture and i don't have my theodore (my camera). and i try to deal and do it with my phone, but it just isn't the same. this happens so often you figure i would just take my camera e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e. i go....but i need to get a backpack camera bag to do that, because the side bag i have now is just too much to take every place i go. honest to betsy.

my boyfriend. always, always, always on my mind. a.l.w.a.y.s. i'm a good multitask-er. when will i see him next?? what is he doing, i wonder?? what would he say to this?? how would he react to this?? i wish he were here. i wish i lived with him. i wish we were married. i wish he didn't live a bajillion miles away.

finances. lets face it, i'm broke. like a moke doing coke with a bloke. flat out money-less. true story. poor college student. twenty-one (almost sep. 13th, totes counts dudes) year old girl that has managed to get almost $20, 000 in debt. (i admit 11,500 is my car...the rest student loans.) let's say it together. b.r.o.k.e.  so then i have to figure out how much overtime i need to work and how much i need to make an hour if i were to go part time (because i need to make full time monies while being part time. HA! good luck there.)

school. school starts aug 22. my life ends aug 22. (melodramatic, how cute) but seriously. seventeen credit hours and full time job with working overtime. my life as i know it, will end. my life how it was last semester-minus the junk bruce (old '88 corolla), y'know the one with the carburetor issues, and minus the apartment (grandparents house)-will be my life this semester. only i'm taking more classes/credits (because it wasn't hard enough last time, right??) and still working full time. #killmenow

the never ending to-do list. seriously. wash the car (still haven't named it-or decided on gender-i know i'm far far behind. it's been, what, three months already??) do my laundry. make food to eat. eating is necessary, erin. shower. work out. check bank account. text soandso about whoknowswhat. EDIT THOSE FOTOS. go take more fotos-you know you want to. eh, let's go to boyfriends-the list start all over again-clean the kitchen (including dishes, counters, sweep, mop), vacuum, laundry for two men, pick up basement, light candles-it stinks, pull weeds, dust piano-and everywhere else for that matter. #itneverends

to move or not to move. that is the question. i live in my grandparents house, and i love it. i am supposed to move into my best friends parents house (if my room is ever cleared of boxes-another story all together). i want to move, but at the same time, i don't want to move. i love living with my grandparents, and their neighborhood is just so homey. and it has the perfect little one mile block to run. i love it there. and this has been bouncing around in my mind for quite some time now. to which, i still have no answer.

canon vs nikon. pc vs mac.  they are one in the same, when one pops up the other does too. i have decided to go pc, i can build a heck of a lot more powerful computer and get a moniter with way beter resolution that i can with mac. check  i have a nikon. i want a canon. i don't want to buy all new lenses (remember me, the broke college student?? yeah.) i think (very strong use of the word) i have decided (ha, tentative) to get a canon camera as well. like..i will have two bodes (f.i.n.a.l.l.y) and one will be nikon and one with be canon. only answer i can come up with that sounds reasonable to me. i wouldn't be scrapping my theodore and i wouldn't be wasting large amounts of money (like$ 15k) on new camera equipment. (though i want to) #bestofbothworlds



 

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